Just call me "Modern Millie"...
Before moving to our new locale, I thought I was hip, cool, collected, together... A truly MODERN woman!
WRONG!
Full-time job, full-time mom, full-time wife - and more often than not in that order! I was not a rock-star or superwoman at any of it! I was paddling upstream with one broken high heel as my oar.
Have you seen the Got Milk? commercials with Salma Hayek (Penelope Cruz's look-alike) frantically searching for milk? That is what I now realize I felt like (and quite possibly looked like)!
Then, BOOM!, God said "Melody, child of mine, REST in me!" HUH?!?! Rest...what is that! I don't have time to rest, God... you have given me two full-of-life little blessings, I have things to do, some of them for you (what!?!), and you want me to rest???
Hold the presses!
1. How was I doing "things" in honor of my Father without His blessing? He was telling me to REST, right, yet I thought I was busy doing work FOR Him?
2. How was I living out my first calling to my Father if I was not honoring my husband by putting Mike second only to God on my totem pole? (1 Peter 3:1-6)
3. How was I mothering my children and showing them God's love when my focus was never, let's be blantly honest, fixed on them? (Proverbs 22:6)
Man, it is SO good to finally have opened eyes, an open heart and mind to the TRUTH! How many other beautiful women of God have been listening to half-truths of their worth in the home? Ladies, the enemy is out working, spinning these lies, twisting them so that they sound true.
I no longer want to be "I am woman hear me roar!" I yearn and strive each day to belong to my Heavenly Father, my husband and my children.
That is where I have found myself. Thoroughly Modern Millie, as I now call myself. I am a modern daughter, wife and mother learning some wonderful tricks of old.
As Ryan so sweetly sings these days, "The Bible tells me so..."
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